Hi there, I'm Ali. I have only suffered with self harm and depression for 2 years but I am going to try and recover without the help of a psychiatrist or medications. Here I will document my recovery. I feel that it will help me. Please ask me any questions about myself or yourself and I will answer them as best I can. <3
Forget my last journal entry.
Upset.
just saw this movie, its amazing .
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I think it is. I haven’t really feel much of a need to self harm lately. And when I have, it’s been a very small urge and I have been able to overcome it. I think going cold turkey for so long actually helped me break out of the habit…
I’m pretty excited now. Although I don’t always feel sad anymore, I don’t feel happy that often either, just in between. But that’s a start. =)
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i was looking for a decent kony image for some stickers, couldnt find any, so i made these. time to sticker this town up! feel free to use and do the same..
Happy birthday to me.
I turn 17 today, yay.
I was all happy and good and enjoying my birthday but I was slightly saddened when I realised my boyfriend hadn’t even said happy birthday to me. It got to 5:30 before he remembered to text me and say happy birthday. But in the next text he called me a loner for not having a birthday dinner tonight and then he said, “Well, I’m going out with my friends now. Have a good day, bye.”
I was really sad. I always make a deal out of his birthday and make an effort to ensure it is awesome. I also always get him a gift, but he hasn’t bought anything for me. I know that sounds terribly selfish but I really thought he would…
I don’t want to harm myself on my birthday.
We were talking about blood today in biology and my teacher asked me what I knew about it. I said I didn’t know anything about it. But half of me wanted to tell her that I love cutting myself and seeing the blood. I didn’t say that though.
And we talked about how blood clots and how white blood cells gather around an injury site to help heal it. I feel kind of sorry for my white blood cells. They have a lot of work to do.
I’m still trying to recover, but it’s not working out as well as I’d hoped.
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People keep asking me why I’m wearing a jumper while it’s so hot outside.
I can’t answer them.
I’m literally the only one at school wearing a jumper…plus my best friend dislikes me right now and I had an extremely lonely Valentine’s Day. My boyfriend always forgets Valentine’s Day.
People also keep joking about suicide, depression and cutting at school. I always have to laugh along and make jokes at my own expense. It’s not easy, as I’m sure you know.
